2010年7月31日星期六

因为你

因为你。。。
我已经慢慢的做到我答应你的每件事情。。
我把自己照顾得很好。不再让自己轻易的生病。^^
我让自己培养好习惯,每天很早睡早起。。
我让自己准时吃饭,不再不定时吃饭了。。
我让自己戒掉了那个最粗鲁的字。。
最重要的是我让自己戒掉了那个最坏的习惯 ————抱怨!!!


因为我答应了你,所以我努力的做到了。。
每当我很累的时候,我就想起你对我说的每一句。。
那是我一直hold着的教诲。。
所以会微笑看待,不再做一个抱怨的家伙了。。
即使有,那我也会把那些抱怨降到最低的。。
你说的一切都历历在目啊~~~我会记得的^^


因为你,我学会了把责任往自己身上抗。。
或者把责任往他人身上推会很好过,一切的事情跟自己无关。。
但我学会了不那么做,每件事情。。我自己也有责任的。。。

就像那天我很着急,我的时间很有限。。
但是我又不可以生气,朋友又不给我一个人回家。。
那种心情还蛮难受的。。明明已经像热锅上的蚂蚁了。。
还要微笑,还要努力的告诉自己必须体谅别人,必须控制情绪。。
不怪什么,只怪因自己安排得不够好,才会让自己进入糟糕的状态~~
真的还蛮辛苦的,但是这就是生活。。。我记住你这句话了。。。
我知道我自己的极点在哪里。。我也知道自己 的缺点。。。。
还有很多需要改进的地方呢!!! add oli lor .....

所以每天起床都会跟自己说:have a nice day.. 然后抱着我的狗狗一下下。。
也许这些就是动力吧,但是还不够强。。
始终还没办法找回以前那股很强很强的动力@@


最近,我都会告诉自己说:看待每一间事情时,当作是第一次或最后一次;
这样一来就会全力以赴了。有时候机会只有一次而已。。尽力而为。。
第二件事情就是原则,要有自己的原则!! 有了原则,你就不会糊涂了!!

没有人会留在同一个阶段的。。好与坏。。。看自己的原则了。。
所谓的改变不是全部因为你,但是大致上是你让我改变的。。


因为你,我学会好多事情,懂得很多的道理。。谢咯^^
我答应的,我都尽力的做到了,那你呢??
我知道你可能不记得了,但是最基本的就是记得自己的目标。。
所谓的计划未来,所谓离开舒服的地带的定义就行了。。。。。


我最近的生活比较忙碌,我也很想家。。好久没有回家了。。想念我的家人。。
有时候我也很想念你,很想很想的那一种。。希望可以在下一秒钟看见你。。
但是。。。。。。你要为你的未来铺路,所以就帮你祈祷,但愿你一切顺利!!!

2010年7月20日星期二

Tired , but tired very fulfilling.

Wah.. Today really tired ..We all never stay at college for the long time..But today we all did. We stay at college since 9 am until 8 pm ..11 hours. All people busy with PR campaign matter. Some of us are busy with exhibition board , some was busy moving platform from club house..then move the table, arrange according to the plan, singing,etc...really tired..


Today I also looking for blood donation..I went for blood donation..But, i can’t!!! Because underweight!!!SWT !!!Never mind, I will hit the target.. 45 kg in the future...hehe


Instead of waste too much time, I willing spent my time like this.Gain more but the most important is time surely pass faster. I wish I can leave Penang by now. Haha.. one more year to go.Before leave here, I surely will gain more and more. I surely will change from time to time. I surely will make sure enough practice before enter to my new life. I must able to survival in my new life in my new place.


Independent, I really need it..i need train myself become more independent..Now start miss-ing my home already, but every weekend we need go to class until end of the semester. I plan will not going home when holiday, I surely will miss my mum and all family member. i will spent my holiday on doing survey, preparing the knowledge, prepare throw myself into trouble. .. some one said me crazy or weird. . because throw myself into trouble...haha..never mind, i do not mind.. the most important for me is i wish i able to handle those trouble. ..learning .. never ending improvement~~~


What is the feeling take a flight alone, my first plane but alone. !!! haha.. Be honest, i'm really scare..I'm alone, but it will be fine for me..i think i will able to handle... if i were a boy, perfect for me!! nothing worry about... i will be careful all the ways!!!


Start from this week, every Saturday and Sunday we all need go back college gain more knowledge. This is fact, we not able to make any changes, so what can we do just enjoy.As what I had promise, I will minimize all complaint. I will learn bear it and move on . This is life. Yup... learning !!!!

Tired , but tired very fulfilling. . i will work hard for my future. Now i understand one theory already, Do not blame any thing about your life,你现在的生活反映着你过去的一切做法... Looking forward to my future lor. . . yeah !!! I love the busy life, time passes faster. . I can gain something too ^^

2010年7月16日星期五

好奇

我真的很好奇。。
命运到底是掌握在自己的手中,
还是老天早已经安排好了。。
答案到底是什么呢。。。

难道我们要听天由命,
算命的说我们一辈子不发达。。
难道我们就不再努力的赚钱吗??

难到算命的说我们以后很有钱。。
我们就可以守株待兔吗??

我真的很好奇 。。
何谓算命。。

命运应该在我们的手中不是吗??
虽然努力不一定会成功。。
但是要求的是过程。。
是学习不是吗??
不成功又何妨。。
爱迪生也不是失败过很多次吗。。

只有失败过才懂得珍惜,
只有失败过才能更加的成功。。
所以不要害怕失败,不要害怕尝试。。
经验也是靠累计的。。

最大的敌人是自己,最难过的那一关也是自己。。
不怕别人把你推到,而是自己故意跌倒。。

决定这一切的是自己的态度。。
自己的价值观。。

一件事情的发生通常都是过去的想法和行动反射出来而已。。
是过去的状态。。

每一件出现在我们的世界的事都是我们自己创造出来的,
每一件事情都是。。

真正的财富并不是你拥有着什么 ,
而是你失去所有时候还剩下些什么~~~

你的命运该由谁去决定呢!

2010年7月15日星期四

Another tired days

Another tired day for me...
Just finish edit the assignment,just finish read the book
...damn tired....
Recently, starting practice a good habit ..
Start doing the survey about which U can i enter,
can fulfill my requirement and let me complete my degree.
A bit headache with this !!! Who can give me more information???? who ???
i still have one years to go...i will prepare it from now..
time will past very fast without informing us.
so far, i still can control my good habit well. haha..
sleep early and wake up early in the morning..

Today is rainy day,
Today i got a bit miss you.
Do know why, really miss you nia..
i will pray for you, i will wish you..
All the best in your new life..
As what i had promise, i will not like a kid anymore...
Yes, i will ~~~






2010年7月12日星期一

12.07.2010

Today damn tired , damn happy.
i can relax a while..haha..i must rest early,
start practice myself with a good habit..
eat on time, sleep early and wake up early.
hopefully, now i can hold this well...

when i went home, i had go to find my doctor,
i had told him what was happen on me..
he just shared his personal experience with me.
He had face the problem like me face now when he was studying.
Almost 3 and 4 year. Always not feeling well..
this not we want, i really suffer when i get sick..suffer !!!
Stress cause everything on me, although i not feel i had any pressure,
but actually GOT !!!

Today i know i get A- in my English test, really surprise about it..
my englsih so poor also can get A- !!wah....happy nia..
a bit can't believe....but this A- really give me some new hope lor..
I will keep try my best d...a bit happy about it...

Sometimes, i really need some motivation, especially from you..
but the words u had told me always in my mind..
bear it and keep move on !!! i know i know i know !!
but i really need motivation to push me to another level..
i wont simply complain but i just need some motivation that can improve me nia..

Today go shooting..took many photo..
song nia !!!!! syok nia......
i love that place very much... nice...haha....
before i left penang, i surely will go walk around that place..
but i cant go out alone, i not allow to go out alone..
can i do not follow the advice given by the aunt ??
haiz, i know i cant because of my personal safety..

Today cook spaghetti as my dinner..
not bad, but still need some improvement..yeah..
i love cooking, i can cook what i want..what i like ..haha
the most important is more healthy to every one ..

Today chat with my best friends..really miss her very much..
i wish in this coming holiday..we can meet at KL...
then we can shop puas puas..
she is the only girl like my sister,
although we know each other just 2 years plus..
but we like know each other since long long time ago...
haha..
充实的一天!!!




2010年7月11日星期日

Test n assignment

Tomorrow got test and assignment to submit..
i still got time to spent at my blog..
not bad... haha
god bless me lar..
i surely will try my best..
no more complain.
yeah.. i will !!!

2010年7月2日星期五

No right No wrong !!

In this world, many things are not right or wrong of the points. Human make their own choice base on their need or personal values. People of different status, there will be a different look at things in perspective.


One of the survey question I had asked around my friend about what is the meaning of be yourself. One of them gave me a good example. ABC do not like eat chili, because of some one, she try to eat chili although she hate it.


Do you think ABC can stop eating chili from the moment ABC choose try to eat chili?? ..For me, my personal opinion, it is impossible. Chili increase the flavor and taste of ABC life, ABC may fall in love with chili. Everyone cannot stand in the origin place right. Although, try to be someone else's time is limited. But the ABC has changes already. No one will remain unchanged, there is no way to revert to its original self. If still feel that must be yourself, then which mean if ABC is naïve if the former?? Is it?? Changes back to laughable or maintain in bad habit??


Another question i had asked myself ?情人还是朋友比较长久??My answer is 情人..like someone i told me, she said, friends will changes from time to time. From primary school until we enter into real society. How many friends we already lose contact either we totally forget. I totally agree that. We do not expect or demand too much from our friends but lover. We never treat our friends like a way we treat our lovers what. Not every thing we can share with friends but lovers. 只有心爱的人才会拥有不一样的待遇。人们只会在心爱的人身上付出、牺牲、无条件以及心甘情愿的完成每一件事情,不管多么的难搞,一定会用心,尽力去完成。只有爱,这些事情才会发生。。


Everyone has their own ideas, we cannot force others to follow our own ideas, we are no right to criticize other people's values except they did some things wrong. Maybe some will disagree, but remember this is just a personal perception. No right, No wrong!!!