2013年8月17日星期六

My Second Year

1. JIB 115 - Plant Diversity
2. JIB 116 - Animal Diversity
3. JKE 211 - Mikroekonomi 1
4. JKE 212 - Makroekonomi 1
5. JKE 213 - Wang dan Perbankan
6. JKE 214E - Labour Economics
7. JUE 200 - English 1
8. JUS 101 - Teras Keusahawanan



When i looking on my decision making for my second year subject, actually i'm a bit bit worry... I dont know what will going on... My minor decision making hope is correct ...A things Challenge myself is everything start from zero, use the heart to learn, is never too late..

First, i want congrat myself for proceed to second year, cultural shock for the system and use one year to study the cultural instead of knowledge of the book... I'm thanks to all the friends who share their information through facebook USM PJJ group... Honestly, i almost want give up in first year, but thanks to the person who always there for me, support me, encourage me... and try his best to understand me, give advice and use his heart to learn ... Appreciate you sincerely from my heart. Thanks you for always there for me and help me solve my little problems...

Last night accidental found a blog from the fb group, i love her article so much and thanks her for sharing her experience ...She is a Malay Girl, from her blog, i found she is a smart and independent girl... like to travel...i love her living style ... 

My second year, i hope i can performance well... why i choose continue my study....i have one more choice compare with others ...All i pay is worth no matter how hard is, i have to believe, the law of attraction...will attract the life i want in future... 

All the best to all my beloved friends...miss them... just a habit... hope both of them doing well too...

* think to much is a weakness can kill a person, i have to control it ~haha

Second year, another new Challenge begin... i dont know what economy is, what is biology ...but since i choose ...i will do my best to know them well... Add oil ~ no body born with Clever, there is the reason for work hard, work smart ~

再见婆婆.永远

永远的离开,这是我23岁来第一次和最亲近的人说永别...永远怀念您...
同一屋檐下23年,我谢谢您对我们的爱护...谢谢您...您的离开虽然是预料的事。只是知道于面对固然不同...看着您离开,看着您停止呼吸,看着您安详的躺在他们所谓的"大屋",心里有万分的舍不得,当你孩子们一个一个的赶着回来,跪在你面前喊妈的时候,我们的泪水又忍不住地掉了下来...当他们把盖在你脸上的布拿开,看着你不需要受苦的脸,安详的躺着,双眼又开始乏起泪水...舍不得,万分的舍不得....

在您有生之年,庆幸我有机会握住您的手。。向你说声谢谢以及爱您...
换个角度,您不需要再受苦了...病魔把我们肥肥的你折腾得只剩皮包骨...那些年你一直吵我们带你去看医生的日子只在回忆里...那些年妈妈追着我们打然后躲在你背后童年的我们永远爱你...我们姐妹,兄长,父母谢谢你....

从你离开的那个时刻开始,才发现有些爱不曾说出口却实实在在的存在着...看见公公的泪水,你们66年的婚姻,谈何容易...你离开后,他胃口不好,睡不好,眼睛总是泪汪汪的...他的痛,谁都无法体会~haiz...生命的意义也不过如此....

婆婆再见,永远的再见~我相信你在另一个世界会过得更好~

2013年-8月4日 下午4.30分寿寝...我们永远怀念那个有点霸道但是凡是都为我们好的您...